PSYCH VISIT

Well seems as though the lexapro I was on can make people worse so, due to that lovely fact, I am now off it. My diagnosis? Well in less than 90 mins it was something like social biopolar disorder. Not the manic high/lows which is what I thought but in the family so to speak. I am now on a baby dose of Zoloft and Klonopin. Took them both. The Klonopin did zip for me. I asked for Xanax or well hinted at it, but Nooooooo. When I call the good doc on Monday I will tell her it does squat. I have to have blood work done too to rule out thyroid or other issues. I see the shrink again on Dec 3rd. So far not sure how I feel about her but I'll try it for awhile. It may be that this was just the original diagnosis time (to figure it out) and go from there. She did talk more about heself then me. Helllooooo I need meds but I also need to talk. If she bites I will get a new one and a dude this time cause so far all the women I've seen have been as helpful as nothing. Sorry can't come up with a wittier analgoy. May be the meds. So that is my exciting psych visit except let's see, when I went to Walmart to get the meds, at first I couldn't find my prescription (It was between the passenger seat and the door) then the keys (door wasn't locked) which were out of the ignition and resting on that cup holder thing that comes out of the dashboard. Then inside the store I couldn't find my cell phone. I'm telling you it was a comedy of errors. I took a Klopin after and at least I didn't cry. Oh yeah then my battery practically was dead in the phone but I had a spare so all was saved. I will have to do some recharging this weekend.

Work is going good though. I am going in an hour early every day except Monday and I work the day after Thanksgiving which is all OT. So I will have money for Xmas gifts yipee. Don't really want to think about the holidays though as they are gonna suck cause I'll miss my friends, family and nieces. I may need a few klonopin that day or perhaps she'll give me something better. Or, I can beg my mother for some of her valium.!!!!! I have enough meds to open my own apothecary.

PINK

You know the singer, not the color. I heard her song "So what" on the radio and I really liked it. I'm not a pink fan per se but it was catchy. I added it to my playlist. Just thought you'd be interested to know. And if you aren't too bad you had to read it anyway didn't ya?


THANKS POOH

I got the book "Ghost Hunters" you sent and I will read it this weekend. It was thoughtful of you to think of me and send it. I love getting non junkmail. Not that I'm hinting to anyone else or anything......No, course not.


THANKS FOR BEING THERE

Audrey, Janis and Paula you have been a great support and knowing you are there does help more than I can say. And if I'm not talkative or quiet for awhile you know why. It has nothing to do with you and all with me. I'm trying to get well. Hoepfully I don't turn into Pete and become totally psycho drooling in some rubber room for years on end.


OBAMA

Obama, please make Hillary Secretary of State. If you don't I will be very upset and my have to do something drastic like down another klonpin. It won't be pretty. Hillary deserves it and since you practically stole the presidency from her, throw the woman a bone. My opinion of course, is there any other?